Trying to understand grace 1
Sin tastes so sweet. Its indulgence is relentless. And then God calls, and He seems to be ruining all my fun, but deep down I know His Way and I can't get away with this. I can't get away with my sin. C.S. Lewis writes, once you start indulging in something, you keep indulging in it. In other words, once you have opened a slab of chocolate to try one piece, you have this inner urge to finish what you've started. Only a very self-controlled person can take merely one piece of chocolate and return the rest to the fridge, where it stays until the occasion arises where chocolate is sought again.
To cut the path of sin short is not easy to our human nature. It hurts. We feel we are depriving ourselves. Instead I am now starting to see it as God's grace within I can now walk freely, because I am able to walk without condemnation. Instead of seeing myself deprived, I trust that something greater will fill that time and space that I had dedicated to a situation of doubt and potential damage. God cannot move if we are too stubborn to stand in His way. We need to move out of the way so that He can stand in for us and work His miracles. We need to move out of the way so that God can stand in.
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