New beginnings
It's been so long since I have written, I feel I should apologise for my absence, as I used to do to my Dear Diary when I was young and hadn't written to it over an extended period of time, undoubtedly when I did not know what the word extension meant.
Furthermore, I must add that I have a conflicting relationship with writing. When I am writing, it feels like it gives my life meaning, and if I don't record at the end of the day the thoughts I had, it is as though that day had not taken place at all. On the other hand, when I don't write, I justify my behavior by saying that I am too busy living life to write about it.
I received a phonecall this evening that reminded me of my blog, and when the name "What's in a cup?" was mentioned, I was intrigued, and then the blonde moment passed and I realised that is the name of my very own blog, which plunged me into greater laughter at myself, for that is surely a sign that it's been too long since I have visited here.
I shall say no more, for the beginnings of all things often seem shallow, and it is far better to wade into the water than dive in headfirst and then discover the depth too late.
Furthermore, I must add that I have a conflicting relationship with writing. When I am writing, it feels like it gives my life meaning, and if I don't record at the end of the day the thoughts I had, it is as though that day had not taken place at all. On the other hand, when I don't write, I justify my behavior by saying that I am too busy living life to write about it.
I received a phonecall this evening that reminded me of my blog, and when the name "What's in a cup?" was mentioned, I was intrigued, and then the blonde moment passed and I realised that is the name of my very own blog, which plunged me into greater laughter at myself, for that is surely a sign that it's been too long since I have visited here.
I shall say no more, for the beginnings of all things often seem shallow, and it is far better to wade into the water than dive in headfirst and then discover the depth too late.
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